Monday, June 29, 2015

इंतेज़ार रमज़ान तक

क्या ले कर आया था मैं साथ मेरे नसीब का
जो दिया तूने दिया मालिक मेरा गरीब का
लगा डर जब अकेले से तोह पुछा
डर रहा है क्यों ...
.. कौन था पास तेरे छोड़ आया साथ जो
तब भी था तू रकीब मेरा ..मौला और मालिक तू
नहीं उम्मीद किसी और से जो हाथ तेरे साथ तू
ढूंढता हु आज मैं ..छूने को हाथ तेरा
..कुछ एहसास साये का ..और कुछ साया साथ तेरा
नहीं पास क्या कुछ समय भी बचा नहीं मेरे लिए ..
सब नमाज़ी ले गए क्या आज़ान ऐ रमज़ान में ..
करूँगा इंतज़ार में भी तेरा मैं सेहर तक ..
निकलेगा चाँद मेरा भी उस रोज़ जब दीद तेरी
मीठी रहेगी मेरी भी ईद बन साथ तेरे ..

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

कुछ बारिश का मौसम छाया

कुछ बारिश का मौसम छाया
मन हल्का कर खूब रिझाया
टप टप बूंदें बरस कर मन में
रूह आहों तक ठंडक लाया
छिपी ख़ुशी उन छोटी बूंदों में
छूती जाती अंतरंग मन में
पल में एहसास होने का उस का
बाहो में कस कर खूब जताया



Saturday, May 23, 2015

धुप सुबहेरे



परिपूर्ण है वह पा के,
खोने को जो नहीं पास मेरे ,
अब लगता है सब मिल गया ,
जो भूल से सब दे दिया ,
था मैं एक गरीब सा ,
जब था सब पास मेरे ,
डर खोने का..और पाने का,
कमी सब की साथ मेरे ,
अब नहीं वह जो दुनिया ,
ना धातु ना पीर मेरे ,
पर लगता है सब पूर्ण है ..
आज़ाद पर , बे ज़ंज़ीर मेरे,
सुकून है नींदों में..
और सोने से धुप सुबहेरे 

Saturday, January 31, 2015

आज भी..

कुछ अधूरा सा है मुझ में आज भी..
ढूंढ़ता हूँ मंदिर मस्जिद में आज भी ..
बंधन माया का छोड़ आया ..
बचा है फिर मोह आज भी ..
देखते दूर से ज़िन्दगी चलचित्र
आ रहा है मज़ा दिनों बाद आज भी ..
बीत गाये दिन बीते ..
कुछ बचा नहीं उन का आज भी ..
खुशियों का पता नहीं मुझे ..
पर सूना है आँगन मेरे आज भी
सुन कह सकते है आज भी साथ उसके
पर बैठा है दूर ना साथ आज भी
माज़ी की मर्ज़ी या साथ इ माज़ी
न मालूम कुछ खेल आज भी
अँधेरा है फिर भी चले जा रहे हम
न मंज़िल का पता न रस्ते आज भी ..

Saturday, January 24, 2015

श्री हरी


कुछ ढूंढ़ता हूँ पा कर तुझे
सबमे है  तू  श्री  हरी ..
एक अधूरा सा .. कुछ में .
सिर्फ पूर्ण तू श्री हरी

इन पथरो में ..कुछ फूलों में ..
कुछ जीवों ..कुछ  निर्जीव  में ..
माटी  का  बना  में ..
सजीव  तू  श्री  हरी ..

Shunya शुन्य

एक शुन्य था .. जो रह गया
फिर कुछ सन्नाटा कर गया
कुछ खिलती बिखरती
यादो को यह भर गया
न था राहगीर वह
न हमसफ़र रह गया
आया था वह सुर बनकर
आवाज़ बन कर रह गया
खाली है आज भी घर मेरा
आँगन मेरा
क्या था जो ले गया
क्या वह दे कर फिर गया
कुछ सुबह था नहीं वह
जो साँझ तक भी नहीं रहा
सपने का एहसास भी नहीं
सिर्फ शुन्य बन कर रह गया
-neetu/25-01-2015/01:07

Sunday, October 19, 2014

I am the abandon child, adopt me

Preface

I am the abandoned child of very worthy parents, who abandoned me out of fear. Fear that the mighty will overpower and kill me. They, my parents gifted me to their childless friends who had love in abundance. They cared and loved me and did everything they could. I was bought up by the poor villagers who only had love to give. My little friends had to work at an early age for a living. I was the only hope for them. I found my love in a village girl, and for her I was the existence and end of the world. All the other young girls of the village revolved around me and found joy by their dance and play. All these beautiful girls play brought all kinds to color to the lives… colors of happiness, sorrow, joy, love and separation. Little did I realize life moves on, and I had to go. I had to go and free the world of the darkness that exists. The darkness that lets brother kill brother, father kill son and mother abandon their child. I had to perform my karma. Not only I have to move people from darker to the brighter side, but also prepare them for future. Future is uncertain, unseen and un-assumed. I may not be there at all, because nothing is permanent. Everything has to finally end, but that is not death. Everything merges into thee. Adopt me while you are moving from one phase to another. And whenever u will find yourself alone, you would always find me adopting yourself in my arms.., secure and safe.



I am the abandoned child, adopt me

My mother abandoned me,
My father left me far off,
I am the abandoned child,
Adopt me, adopt me.

I kept on wandering on the roads,
Stealing from people’s homes,
Making friends with likes me,
Adopt me, adopt me.

You are the fairer,
I am the darker,
When no one to care,
Adopt me, adopt me.

When Radha was alone,
And gopies had no one,
To dance and raas with me,
Adopt me, adopt me.

When Gopals had to work hard,
Feeding cows and taking then far,
To play and fun at work,
Adopt me, adopt me.

When Gokuls had meagre,
Which wont suffice to fill there,
To share with the world,
Adopt me, adopt me.

When the kansh will have fun,
Killing relations all gone,
To no one to then run,
Adopt me, adopt me.

When droupadi will cry,
With no morals to try,
To restore her womanhood,
Adopt me, Adopt me.

When there is a fight,
For no will or right,
All relations left on a side,
Adopt me, adopt me.

When there is none,
And everyone is gone,
To learn the unlearn,
Adopt me, adopt me.

When it living or life,
With roller coaster ride,
to take it on stride,
Adopt me, adopt me.

With my arms opened,
I would welcome you,
Whatever you and whenever you.
I would always..
Adopt you… and you..

Adopt me. 

Friday, October 17, 2014

Ek

iss akelepan ki udasi mein bhi khushi hai ek....
nahi reh paata dekh mujhe akele ek...
chorr duniya ke karobaar nek...
aa beth-ta hai saath mere der..

dhoonte rehte duniya waale usko..
mandir, masjid, gurudwara har-ek..
chup kar rehne ki aadat usko..
ek dil, jigar, bashinda har-ek..

bhir bhari ghanti-yoon mein..
chup jaata hai chota shor ek..
diyoon ki roshi bujhne par..
ban aata hai bhor ek..

dekh durr kotu-hal se paare..
seh paata nahn use insaan bhi ek..
aur hijr ki raat ko banane..
aata banane wasl ek..

उड़ान


ख़ुदा ख़ुदा करता रहा
ख़ुदा तो मेरे पास था ,
पैरों  में पंख लगे ..,
और  खुला  आसमान  था ..
जो  उठा  उड़ने  को ..
बदल  सब  छट गए ..
कुछ  धुप  खिली  सुनहरी ,
और  उजाले  बट गए ..
जी  और  जंजाल  मेरे  ,
सब  कोने  सिमट  गए ..
और  चेहचाहट  भी
कुछ  सुर  बन  गए
लेकर  अंगड़ाई , पंख  पसार ,
साथ  मेरे  उड़   गए ..

Friday, October 10, 2014

जग मेरा छोटा सा

जग मेरा छोटा सा ,
मुठी भर खुशियों सा ,
और नयन भर आंसूं सा
सुबह की नरम नाज़ुक धुप सा
और साँझ की ढलती आगोश सा ,

एक पल को बिकारती ख़ुशी सा,
दूसरे पल बिखरती ज़िन्दगी सा ,
कुछ थोड़ा खोने सा
कुछ ज़िन्दगी पाने सा

ज़िन्दगी है थोड़ी सी ,
जी के भी गुज़ारें गे,
कुछ आंसूं चुराइए गे
कुछ खुशियाँ बांटेगे

छोटी सी मुस्कान है ,
पहचान जानी पहचानी सी..,
और सुर कुछ बोल से ..
सरस धीमे से जाने से ..

आ जाना पास मेरे
सताए तुम्हे जग कोई
कर पाये नहीं कुछ फिर भी ,
बाँट लेंगे दुःख दर्द कई


ख़्वाबों की दुनिया

कभी कभी ख्वारिश मेरी भी होती है ,
की तेरे पास आ के खो जाऊ ,
मज़बूत बाहों के आगोश में ,
में भी सो जाऊ
नहीं हो कोई ख़ुदा और तेरे सिवा ,
सांस बन के तेरी धरकन में समाउ
भीड़ है दुनिया में लोगों की
और रिश्तों की ..,
एक रिश्ता संग तेरे और दुनिया
छोड़ पाउ ...
ख़ुशी क्या और ग़म क्या ,
कुछ लम्हा साथ का जी पाउ ,
उम्मीद नहीं किसी से ,
ना उस से ना तुझ से ,
इन उमीदों के परे ..
एक छोटा जहान बसाऊ ,
कुछ किलकारियां कुछ मुस्कान ,
एक चहकती सुबह को आपनाउ ,
ख़्वाब से लगता है अब ,
जहान सारा ..,
इन्ही ख़्वाबों को ले कर ,
थोड़ा सो जाऊ ..

Monday, October 06, 2014

दिवाली और माटी का दिया



आओ करें दिवाली की तैयारी  ...
माटी  के दीयों के साथ..
उन कारीगरों की मुस्कान ...
और हलवाई के लड्डुओं के साथ..

कुछ दिवाली  तो हो उनकी भी ...
जो बाँट रहे सबको मुस्कान ..
वोह हाथ मेहनत और  ईमान के साथ ..
मनाये हम भी सच्ची दिवाली ..
सब की खुशियों के साथ ..

कुछ माटी के दीयों ..और देसी मिठाई के साथ 

उम्र का तजुर्बा

कुछ मज़ा है उस बढ़ती उम्र का भी ,
कुछ तजुर्बे और चांदनी बालों की ,
वोह लड़कपन की शरारतों का राज़ ,
और बचपन की चहकती आवाज़ ,
खूबसूरती हरयाली और हवाओं की ,
और सादगी ख़ुशी और फ़िज़ाओं की
शोखी से जान कर भूल जाना ,
और फिर भूले ख्यालों को याद दिलाना
जान बूझकर मासूमियत से ,
घंटों किसी से देर बतियाना ,
कुछ फलसफों , कुछ ख़ुदा में ,
खुद को खो के पा जाना ,
भरे हुए एहसासों से, तो कभी
कभी खाली खुद को भी पाना ,
भिन्न रंग लिए जीवन के
रोज़ नए दिन जुड़ जाना ..
और उम्र के पथ पे और
थोड़ा आगे बढ़ जाना . 

Sunday, October 05, 2014

आयत

खुदा खुद करता रहा
ढूंढ़ता में उसको
क्या पता था खो गया में
भीड़ में उस खुद को

लोगों में , ख़्वाबों में, सपनो में खोजता ...
क्या गुमा है जिसको जोड़ के सजाता ...
अधूरा सा हैं कुछ , नहीं मिल है जाता ..
क्या है जो इसे परिपूर्ण बनाता

कुछ ढूंढा ..
कुछ पाया ..
चला मीलों दूर में ..
फिर ठहर के सोचा ..
क्या पंथी ..या पथ में ..
मंज़िलों के पीछे ..
कुछ रास्ता भुला में ..
वह सुकून के पल ..
और साथ छूटा में ..

बंद आँखों में किसी की
मुस्कुराहटें नज़र आये
और आंसूं देख कर फिर
दिल भी देहल जाए
राहगीर नहीं वोह
तोह क्या यह भी जान न पाये

सलामत सखे सभी को
परवर दीगर तेरा मेरा
दिन रहा तोह मिलेगा जब
तोह हिसाब लेंगे तेरा मेरा 

Sunday, September 28, 2014



Anonymous

raahgir

Kuch khalish si hai seene mein,
Woh koi kona khali sa hai,
Kya hai woh maloom nahi,
Woh kuch jeena baki sa hai,
Talaash’e jaa rahe,
Anjanoon mein kuch wakyaoon mein,
Wooh nazarandaz sa kuch pal ka
Yaad aa jaana baki sa hai,
Dhoonde nahi mil rahi wooh,
Kuch yadien nayi purani si,
Intehanoon pare.. maazi kaa,
Kuch dheeme muskurana baki hai,
Ghoom rahi gol yeh duniya,
Raahgir aate jaate hai,
Kuch bakaya karzoon ka,

Abhi chukana baki sa hai.

Saturday, August 30, 2014

SAAZ

"khuda-khuda karta dhoondta raha use..
bheed ke saath.. namazi ke peeche..
betha tanhai mein toh paaya aaj..
sab reh gaye peche.. chala saath..
mere woh aaj..

kahoon kya use mein..
dost, rahi-e-saath..
bas gaya mere MEIN(I) mein (in)
ban ke woh saaj."



Wednesday, May 18, 2011

khawab

Ek khawab Buna Tha maine.. palkoon par saja ke..
...koi aaya aur neend se jaaga gaya

Fitrat meri nahi ki main karoon sawaal us-se'...
yeh muqqaddar ka faisla samajh koi gham bhula gaya

ghav abhi tak haare..dukhte hai nasoor se..
kuch paloon ki mausiki.. aur nasha hi uda gaya..

wasl, waqt hai taqaat.. rakhte aur kafir se..
ek dekhne wala jo.. aur kuch na dikha gaya..

manzar chalta raha aur .. jogi bhi chalte rahe..
koi chala saath aur.. koi haath choo-daa gaya.

--neetu (18/05/2011: 11.07pm)

Wednesday, February 09, 2011

maazi

ek safar chalta raha..
kuch mEEl ke pathtar dhota raha..
maazi ke saath a irada..
aur wasl ka kuch wada..

woh ek-ek pather girte gaye..
aur miloon duur chalte gaye..
woh raah thi bahut lambi..
par waqt ke saath dhalte gaye..

kuch saathi mile, kuch saaki mile..
aur kuch tajurr-ba hum karte gaye..
na wasl ki chah.,na hijr ka khauf..
zindagi ko aankhon mein dekhte gaye..

kuch waade thee kiye usse..
kuch karm purana., aadha adhura..,
kuch andhere mein gumii..rahoon ko..
ujaloon mein hum dhoondte gaye

bhoor talak chalte rahe..
kuch shaakha-oon mein ulajhte rahe..
phir narm dhoop mein..
roshni ko chakhte rahe.

chalta raha maazi..
chor ke peche kuch yadeen..
kuch choti..dukhdaayi..aur kuch rumani batein..
safar itna peecha..raha na yaad kuch bhi..
bachi kuch hi manzinlein..
jaane kitna waqt bhi..

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Raste dor talak

kya inteha-e waqt,
tera bhikoi jawab nahi,
badhkar aage chala,
guzare ka hisaab nahi.
Kuch naye maazi.,
Puchte mujhse hai ab,
Kya kuch dharkan-oon ka,
Tumko aagaz nahi.
Saaki ki mausiki,
Nasha-e gham bhi,
Maikhane se laut-ne ka,
Koi hisaab kitaab nahi.
Pakeezah hai rooh,
Nazroon mein hizaab sahi,
Maay ka saath nahi,
Par maikhane ka jawab nahi.
Lauten hai ghar par,
Bashinde’ door se..,
Wasl ke wade par.,
Chor chale duniya sabhi
Manzil ka andaaz nahi,
Aur raste ki pehchan nahi.

Monday, March 01, 2010

MAAZI

kya kahe us dard ko hum..
jo na rakhe jinda hume,
aur ne de hone juda is jism se
ris-ta hai ghav ban kar see-ne’ mein
nab eh pata hai ashq aankhoon se

yaadeen hai .. sirf tere saath ke’
jisme tu hi kabhi saath nahi,
meri sansoon mein ghulti khusboo teri,
lekin shayad tujhe ehsaas hi nahi.

Badhh gaye aage tum bhulke sab,
Shayad tumko andaaz nahi,
the wahi khade rahe hum hairan,
jahan se koi aagaaz nahi.

Maazi ke saathe beh kar hum bhi
Nikal gaye su-door kahin
Laut aana bhi jahan se
lagta nahin Mumkin abhi

woh pal tha jasbat tumhara,
ibadat hai mere liye.
Kuch khamosh lamh-oon ka
Tajurba hai jeene ke liye.

Waseeq itna bhi nahi dil mera,
Is tala-tum ke par jaaye phir
Hijrr ki bhi ab chal nahi,
Aur wasl ko bhi na bhol paye kabhi.

Puchta hai maazi aaj bhi humse,
Jawab un sawaloon ka,
Jo samjhe hum kabhi na tumhe,
Un goonj-te anjaan paloon ka.

Aadat ho hayi hai ab,
Bin tumhare jeene ki,
Kuch toothe diloon ko see-ne’ ki
kuch khamosh lamhoon ko jeene ki

Thursday, May 28, 2009

uske pehle

kahan tak chale yeh kafile na jaane..,
kuch manzil-en puri kar to loon..,
is jahan mein jee-yoon kuch khushiyoon ke saath..,
kuch ki khoyi hansi lauta toh doon.

us muskaan ke saath tha koi,
sukoon mein kuch pal mein bita to loon,
manzillen hai paas.., par thaka hoon main,u
se jeene ki himmat juta to loon.

itezaar hai kabse.. seher hone se pehle,
kuch roshni ke diye jaala toh loon.aayega woh..,
nahi shak uspe,par kucj deer raah ko nihar toh loon.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Duad

“yeh shehar hai ek daud sa, Bhagta sa jaata hai… ,
Iski en galiyoon mein .. na koi soota na jagta hai.
Kaafile se subah yahan., bazaar si dopahari hai,
Shaam hui tanha yahan, naa jind na zindagi hai.”

Jaagi Ratoon Mein... Tere Saath

“Kya kahoon tujhe ki.., abhi nadaan hai tu,
Meri mushkil, meri Ul-jhan se anjaan hai tu,
Kya kahoon tujhe ki.. na fark tumjhe na mujh mein,
Ekhi hai jo behta hai teri aur meri ragoon’ mein.,
Phir kyon yeh darr hai, meri dhar-kanon mein.,
Sochta hoon karu..tere liye kya kuch.,
es aaj ke liye.. !
ya kal ke liye .. aaj kuch..!
sochte sochte yeh raat bhi chal chali..,
intezaar mein teri ek meethi si hansi,
sochte dekhte tujhe sochta hoon kabhi,
salamat rahe teri chain sukh ki zindagi.
Jaana hai kal mujhe karne salamat..,
Tera mera.. kal- parsoon ka muquaddar.,
Muskaan rahe aur barsson sukoon.
Susta kar zapak lu palkeen kuch der.,
Jaana hai subah kal .. aur kuch duur.”

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Beet Gaya

Chale chale kahan pe aaye,
Waqt purana beet gaya,
Is bhir bhari duniya mein
Ek zamana beet gaya.
kab hasein thee khul ke hum,
khushi ka khazana beet gaya,
is roz ki bhag daud mein
kab muskurana beet gaya,
apne aap se bateen karte,
jaana-pehchana beet gaya,
akele ghadion ko beetane ko
nachna-gaana beet gaya,
chote-chote khwaboon mein
woh khush ho kar jeena beet gaya,
unche sapnoon ko pane ke,
suroor mein jeena beet gaya.
Us khuda ke aage bhi
Sajde mein jhukta hai sar kabhi,
Hathoon ka muradoon mein,
Uthkar jhukna beet gaya.
Kya kya beeta waqt ke saath,
Kuch naya purana beet gaya,
Beeta jo saath tumhare,
Geet meet bhi beet gaya.
Es talatum mein jaane kab
Kya kya dekha humne talak
Hum par es zamane ka
kya kuch nahi ab beet gaya.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Guzarta hai waqt

En mayoosh si taklifoon mein,
Katra-katra hum jalte rahe,
Kuch dard aur kuch teri yaad mein,
Reh-reh kar hum tadapte rahe.

Guzarta gaya waqt har gaadi
is waqt mein hum bhi guzarte rahe
zindagi roshan thi, hai tumhari,
is zindagi ka gard hum jeete rahe.

Chalti rahi duniya tumhari
Kuch puri kuch adhuri
Par ek adhura pan
Zindagi mein hum seete rahe.

Nasihat tumhari hi mat jao Udhar
Jahan zindagi bhi ek boojh lage.
Toh kyon us raah par nikle khud
Jin pe jaane se humhe hi rook rahe

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Aa bhi jao

rahega intezaar aapka har waqt phir bhi,
chahe waada aap apna na nibha payenge,
ehsaas hai humein bhi aapki majboori ka,
aap na aa paaye toh hum samajh jayenge.

door jaa kar ke bhi soochte ho humain hi
kehte hain en fasloon se tumhe bhula payenge
en barishoon en thandi hawaoon main bhi
tumhari yaadoon mein phir chale aayenge.

kar longe band gar darwaaze bhi ghar ke
apne jazbatoon ko kya band kar paoge
en kitaboon aur mazaaroon ki dewaaroon
mein kya tum apne aap ko rook paoge.

Na bula-yenge tumhe kitna bhi yaad aao
Chahe qyamat tak khud ko tadpayenge,
door jaana thi aap ki marzi,
par laut ke aap zaroor aayenge.

Friday, August 31, 2007

Ranjish

na rakho ranjish hum se ab itni
ki ek saans sukoon ki le na sake
un katroon bhari zindagi ko bhi
kuch tukroon mein bhi jee na sake.

Na fitrat meri aur na junoon hi hai
Ki mausiki ko apni zindagi bana sake.
Raahe alhada safar hai mushkil.
Jaana wahi hai aur hum kaha ja sake.

Talatum hai yeh safar hamara,
Humsafar usi ko sirf bana sake,
Waseeq ho dil aur irada jiska,
Zindagi apni hamari sawaar sake.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Between me and you

Have you ever thought
Over the years…
Whenever we’re together
And apart as peers.
There could be something beyond,
What the two eyes could see..,
In the small little heart that
In the ribs continues to beat.
A tiny feeling… a little sparke,
a delicate bond that’s little apart.
The caring and sharing…,
Just between us two..,
And the comfort level that
No one else knew.
The trust and the faith.,
Increasead with time.,
And we both knew it’ll
Stand with trine.
The rights on the other,
Taken before defiend.
The possession..,
And the bother came untold.
Yet what there …
that still needs to unfold.,
either its mystry..,
or a feeling to be told.
…… have u ever thought.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Rooth Kar

kya kahen unko jo karke band sab darwaze
lagaye hai umeed ki hum de unhe aawazee,
dastak to di humne kai baar phir bhi...,
shayad kabhi woh hamen bhi sun paate.

kehte hai kiya nahin humne baayan-e-dil,
en nigahoon ko kaash kabhi tum padh paate,
baithe hai rooth kar na rakhhi baat na dil,
majboori hamari thi tumhi samajh jaate.

Kya wasl ka waada, kya hijr ka gham,
Kisi bhi ehsaas se ho ab bekhabar tum,
Kareeb aa kar bhi itna dil ke hamare,
En dharakanoon ko bhi nahi sun paate.

us muskaan ka sabab bas itna hi,
apne gamoon se tumhe door rakh paate,
saath do-ge kya hamara tum zindagi bhar,
kuch kadam bhi jo saath nahi chal paate.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Kisliye

yeh intezaar bhi hai kisliye..,
wasl ke waade ka ya phir seher ke liye,
guzarta hoon main bhi waqt ki tarah,
unki gali se har roz unhe hi dil main liye.

intezaar hai ki nazar aayege woh,
dhoonte mujhe woh charag hathoon mein liye,
etbaar-e-dil par shayad huye katl kitne,
roz mere armaan umeed-een liye huye.

waseeq itna bhi nahi dil unka,
hijr-re shab rahe sambhale huye,
baitha hoon intezaar mein isliye..
dekha hai seher ko ab aate huye.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

ajeeb duniya

shayad kuch ajeeb hai yeh duniya sari,
dekho ko toh khud mein ajeeb lagta hai,
aapne jaisa nahin hai koi yahaan,
sirf apna saaya hi kareeb lagta hai.

yeh ajeebo-garibiyat hi haijo yahan tak le aaye,
kabhi kavita kabhi rang bhar paaye,
nahin toh rehte hum bhi sab ke jaise,
roz ki chakki mein piste-rehtee.

na shabd aur na zubaan hoti ki kehne kuch,
aur is jahaan ki tarah rehte chup.
dekhoge mud kar toh sach jaan jaoge,
apne ko nahin is duniya ko ajeeb paoge.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

sukoon payenge

rahega intezaar aapka har waqt phir bhi,
chahe waada aap apna na nibha payenge,
ehsaas hai humein bhi aapki majboori ka,
aap na aa paaye toh hum samajh jayenge.
na karma sawal humse koi,
jawab jiska hum nahi de payenge,
khush rahe aap bhi duniya mein apni,
hum bhi apne mein sukoon payenge,
uthenge dua mein jab bhi haath hamare,
aapki khair bhi manaye-nge.

Friday, July 20, 2007

Badlega Yeh Zamana

Chalta hai tez zamaana humse aur tumse,
Badlega sabhi ko, ya bahaa le jayega saath.
Waqt bhi nahi jo rahe maazi ke jaise,
Na koi guman’ jiska ho intezaar.

Badalna is zaamane mein chahat hai sabki
Koi ilzaam, mukaam aur koi mazhab hai badle
Na badlenge hum is zamaane ko ya tumko
Kuch nazar apni, kuch khudi ko badlege.

Na apni fitrat hai waade na irade,
Par tere liye aaye meher-ba badlege,
Saath deene tera is duniya ki bheer mein.
jhooth hi saahi, tujhe sach kahenge.

Silsila

sansoon ka silsila rahe chalta hamesha,
yadoon ka kafila, rahe na rahe,
zindagi aur muskurahat-oon par yakeen rahe hamesha,
wadoon’ pe kisi ke, rahe na rahe.

aur aayenge mukaam zindagi mein,
dildar purana rahe na rahe...
manzilein wa-basta, ruth jaana hai bahana
inayaat aapki kal rahe na-rahe.

raaste alhaada, chalna bhi hai zaroori,
wasl ki manzlien ek-saar raha na rahe,
Quayamat ke waqt toh miloge hi,
Saath zindagi bhar rahe na rahe.

Monday, July 16, 2007

intezarr

Yeh intezarr hai ki zindagi, Chalti hi nahi kahin bhi,
Na arzoo ke liye, Na manziloon ki aur kabhi bhi.
Thak gaya hai maazi, savera door talak hai,
Na chalti hai, na rukti kaisi yeh sadak hai.
Na saath apnoon ka, aur na koi apna sa hai,
Na hai koi zindagi, na sapna koi sapna hai.
Rooz ek daud hai, chalte hi jaana hai…
Aur isii daud mein kuch sukoon paaya hai.
kya beet gaya, kya aayega… dono hi bas kal hai,
jiske hone na hone ka, ab kisko darr hai.
Na saaya na sarmaya, kya iska wajood hai.
Na puchna chah rahe the hum band darwazoo se,
Par yeh intezaar’e zindagi pukar rahi tez aawazoo se.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

ummed

kya baat hai ki tum humse hi ummed jatate
phir bhi sab batien ho humii se chupate
chale gaye ho durr tum hi,
un manziloon se bhi paar.
mud kar dekha hota toh hume use manzar par pate
saath chalne ki khwaarish na thi tumhe,
toh phir kyon ummeed humse raahgeer ki ho jatate
Bhag kar ke kaho tum hi, Jaye toh jaye kahan
Is jamane ki sun ke tum, kaho sukoon paye kahan
Kya samjhe usse, jo un-suna aur un-suna hai ab talak
Kuch baat apni keh jaate, toh roshan ho jata yeh falak.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Khwarish

rakhte ho khwarish tum dil mein,
kuch kehne ki, kuch sunn-ne ki,
kuch guthiyaan suljhane ke,
kuch naaye tarane gaane ki
keh hum hi rahe par phir bhi chupp hai
kaho kya sunn-ne ki tumko aarzoo hai
Baarish ki woh boondien aur woh ek ehsaas
Bahut saari batien aur bas ho tera saath.
waqt ka bandhan nahi, na kisi kaaydei ka
na kabi kisi ke milne ka, na darr kabhi bichandne ka.
Na raho khaafa, ab toh keh do muskaan,
Bichadna hai toh mat aao, aao toh banker ek dastaan

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Sukoon

Chain aur sukoon nasib kahan is zamane mein
yeh woh dariya hai ho har waqt pyasa rehta hai
likhte the hum sif apne sukoon ke liye
par is dawa se ab unko bhi chain aata hai
iss zamane ke reet purani aur bemani
na unhe na hume ab yeh samajh mein aata hai
ibadat ko woh mohabbat samjhe
aur mohabbat ko woh fitrat hamari
ha-raan hai hum woh kya kya samjhe
hamari muskaan ko woh hamaro khata samjhe.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

DIL

ek dil hi hai,
jo paane main nahin
khone mein maaza deta hai
khud ko bhi,
dil ko bhi.
dhondooge toh paoge,
khud ko bhi,
aur es dil ko bhi.
yeh dil hi hai jo dhoond leta hai,
chupe huye kuch raaz kai,
karwata hai apse,
apki pehchaan naye,
har roz koi.
eeb-hunar toh sab dekhte hai,
sirf yehi dekh pata hai,
woh ehsaas kai.
khushi bhi jaane hai,
jo dil se gaye muskaan hui.
dil ke saath rakhte hai,
waasiq kuch irade bhi,
na apne liye..
na gairoon ke liye,
us khuda se kiye kuch waade bhi.

Monday, July 02, 2007

Yeh Zindagi Hai

us khuda ke baad tera hi naam aaya,
badi muddattoon ke baad ek salaam aaya,
na khwaarish, na aarzoon,
na tumse, na zamane se…,
yeh zamana kab kisi ke kaam aaya.

Sansoon mein naam basa ke hum,
Jiye jate hai bas is khayal mein hum,
Shayad kabhi kisi pal tujhe bhi,
Kabhi Mera Kahin khayal aaya.

Na pyaar, na saroor,
Yeh Ibadat hai meri,
Kya sapne, kya jism, kya mann, kya saaya.
Samajjo gar jindagi ka phalsafa
Kah hi doge mere saath ..
Na suljha, na suljhaya.

Us malik ki kudrat kya kaid kare koi,
Na kismat ka dosh kabhi humne batlaya.
Bharosa nahi tujhe gar apne par,
Kyon parwar-digar se bharosa uthaya.
Jo hua woh bhi uski marzi se,
Jo nahi woh bhi uska bharpaya.

Friday, June 29, 2007

Together not alone … We'll conquer the World

The dense jungle..,
the corporate hush,
the rising mercury..,
the day-end rush.

one by one we’ll conquer them aside,
when we stand undivided beside.
no wonder the jungle seems so complex,
and to solve this puzzle,
there’s no time to relax.

the ground so fresh,
the seed so new,
the light so megre
for Saplings to grow

yet there’s light in your eyes n mine
to let the dreams blossom in trine
day by day in small and big
let this tower rise to fix.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Samjhouta

Dhoonta hoga khoji koi, Un chupe sawaloon ho,
Na koi sawal hi hai.. Par un am-sune jawaboon ko.

Kyon koi zindagi ke peche, Bhaga chala jata hai…,
Aur kisi ko kyon yeh zindagi, Bahaye leye majdharoon mein.

Kyon itne sawaloon ka, Na koi hisab na jawab hai.
aur is zindagi ki chalne ka- na taal-mel, na hisab hai.

Jiye jao apni zindagi, Zinda rakhne ko aur kisi,
Khush raho aur muskura-o, Na karo fikr kabhi.

Aap ki khushyaan hi kya, Na tajurba.. na umr hai,
Zindagi dekhi bhi kya... Aapko kya gham hai.

Chalte jate jo mile apna lo use bina sochhee-samjhe,
Aur zindagi baki hai, karne ko woh sab sam-jhoute.

Kya khwarisheen, kya ummedeen, Yehi duniya ki reet hai
Na socho, na samjhoon toh hi yeh ek geet hai.

Kya kare, kya na Karen, yeh duvidha bhi ajeeb hai.
Haalat se samjhouta kare, ya apni takdeer se.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

क्या है मेरा

इस भिड़ भरी दुनिया मे, वोह ही एक अकेला
और कोई कुछ भी नही , सिर्फ वोज ही एक मेरा ,

खड़ा रह साथ वोह , बन कर एक ढाल ,
और लड़ता रह सबसे , कभी दुनिया , कभी हालत .

रात - रात जागा सारी वोह , देने को एक सुख्भारी नींद
और खोया रात - दिन का चेन , देने को एक अदद जींद

दौड़ रहा आज तलक , समझाने को वोह अपनी बात ।
कोई सुम टोह ले आज मेरे , दिल कि यह फरियाद ।

थक कर आज है , हिम्मत मेरी टूट रही
फिर यह खुदा अब तलक क्यों , कर रह है देरी

क्या है मेरा कसूर बात दे , जो दे रह है साजा मुझे ,
भला किया सभी के साथ क्या , यह लगी खाता तुझे ।

माँगा एक अदद हमसफ़र , अपने लिए और अपनों कि लिए ,
खुश रहे , खाए-पिए और , सुकून कि जिन्दगी जिए ,

कहता है यह दुनिया खाता है एक ऐसा ,
दिया है इसमे जितना सूद है वैसा।
दे दे वापस मुझे इसमे से जितना मेरा हिस्सा
या कर दे वापस मुहे असल जो था मेरा .

Door talak

Is safar ko kahan, kitni door talak hai jaana
Reh gaye peche sab, choot gaya zamana.

Barish ke intezaar mein, khada beech mazdhar mein
Tapti dhoop mein toh hai, en nazuk phasaloon ko sookh jana

Laut kar na aayega, chala gaya jo maazi
Waqt ki parwah use kya, jise hai bhool jana.

Milege toh, kya puchenge hum uss-se,
Jiska koi rishta nahi, uss-se kya batiyana.

Na koi shikwa bacha, Na koi shikayat hai.
Zindagi chal rahi, Khuda ki inayat hai.

Kya aap se kahen, Aap khud hi majboor hai.
En duniya ke siyasat karo ki, Halat se chur hai.

Intezaar kare kiska ab hum, Na koi paas, na door hai.
Qyamat ka karte magar, Aaj khuda bhi majboor hai.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Nazariya

Zindagi ka nazariya,
Un nazroon ke paar,
Woh parkhi ki ankhien,
Woh khoji ka saar.

Dard aur Kasak,
Woh koshish, woh sapne,
Es zindagi ka tana,
Bun rahe sab apne.

Khali ghar tha mera,
Bhar gaya khushboo se teri,
Tere pehlu mein ...
zindagi huyi inayat meri.

Humdard tha, humsafar nahi
Hoshiyar nahi, kamzarf nahi
Jo khoya woh kya khoya,
Gar saath nahi toh baat wahi.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

खामोशी कि ज़ुबा

खामोशी कि ज़ुबा काश तुम सुन पाते
उन् खामोश लम्हों मे भी ... कुछ सुर गुनगुनाते

ता उम्र करते रहे कोशिश , समझाने कि तुमको
वोह जो हमने कहा नहीं , काश तुम वोह सुन पाते

ना कोई उम्मीद, ना आरजू, कि हमने तुमसे
फिर क्यों सिर्फ हम पर ही, इल्जाम तुम यह फिर लगाते

ना दोस्ती, ना जान ... माँगा सिर्फ तुमको
एक नज़र उस नाचीज़ कि , रह गुज़र हो हमको

उम्मीद क्या करे तुमसे , सिर्फ है तुम्हे चाहते ,
इतनी दूरियाँ है कि , कैसे तुम्हे बताते

समज्ह लो खुद ही, एस खामोशी कि जुबां
शायद ना हो कल हम, कहने को अलविदा .

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Khamoshi ki Zubaan

Khamoshi ki Zubaan,
kaash tum sun paate,
Un khamossh lamhoon mein bhi…
kuch sur gungunate.

Ta-umr karte rahe koshish,
Samzhaa-ne ki tumko,
Woh jo humne kaha nahin,
Kaash tum woh sun pate.

Na koi ummeed, na aarju
Ki humne tumse,
Phir kyon sirf hum par hi
Ilzaam tum yeh phir lagate.

Na dosti, na jaa
Manga tha sirf tumko,
Ek nazar us nacheez ki,
Reh-guzar ho humko.

Umeed kya kare tumse,
Sirf hai tumhe chahte,
Itni duriyaan hai ki,
Kaise tumhe batate.

Samazh lo khud hi
es khamoshi ki zubaan
shayad na ho kal hum,
kehne ko alvida.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Khamoosh hai zindagi

Zindagi ki raftar mein
khamoosh hai yeh zindagi,
en roz-bhaag ki daud mein
tham gaye hai har khushi.

baas daudte hi jaana,
na koi apna thikana,
har kisi ehsaas se hi
apne ko pare hi pana.

es daud bhaag mein toh
bhool gaye aaj yeh bhi
kahan se aaye the hum
jaa rahe kha hum ab bhi.

bhagte the te jis se hum
woh duniya ki daulat-e
daud-ra rahi hume aaj woh
ban ke roz zarurat-e

khawab tha,
na manzelien,
na jagmagati roshni,
bas chota sa asshiyaan,
aur muthi bhar si yeh zameen,
woh masoom si ek hansi,
aur khula hua sa aasmaan,
en khushiyoon main shamil,
ek chota sa aashiyaan.

ho aameen khuda ki joh,
toh khul jaye har raah bhi,
en khamoosh sukhe hoothon par
bhi khilkhilaye ek hansi.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Tham Si Gaye Zindagi

ek jhonke ke baad,
tham gaye zindagi,
ek hansi ke baad,
rukh gaye har khushi,

un thode lamho ke par,
nahin koi kafila raha ab.
is zindagi ki naav mein,
beh gaye zindagi.

dhondte hain har shabd mein,
har lamhe mein,
har waqt mein tumko,
shayad humko hi bhul-kar,
chale tum aur koi manzar par.

is manzar ke maazi par
reh-guzar yeh zindagi.

laut kar toh dekho,
kitne thake hum hai,
bahen pasare huye,
ankhien bhi num hai.
aas lage ke bethe,
ke wapas tum aaoge,
us maazi us baat ko,
phir se dohraoge,
woh khil-khilati haasi,
woh saath tumhara,
bhar lena woh pyar se
bahoon me apni,
luta dene khushiyaan,
jahan mein jitni.

aa jao wapas jahan chale gaye ho tum,
nahi reh pa rahe akele ab is jahan mein hum.
bol do us khuda ko,
jaane de mujhe,
nahi toh paas use aane de mere.

Monday, January 29, 2007

TUM

Lagta hai ki,
aas-paas ho tum.
Kabhi door..
kabhi paas ho tum.
nazar utha kar dekha toh
samne.. aaj ho tum
yakeen nahi ankhoon par apni
sach nahi..
ehsaas ho tum.
band palkoon mein basa hua
tanha dil ka khawab ho tum.
na jante- pehchante tumhe hai
chupa hua koi raaz ho tum.
haath uthe ebadat mein jiske
un aayat ki namaaz ho tum.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Mera Kya Kasoor

agar tum mujhe na bhool pao
toh mera kya kasoor.
tum sirf mujhse dil lagao
toh mera kya kasoor.
kitne raahgeer hai raste mein
par saath sirf mera hi chaho
toh mera kya kasoor.
na kahaa maine..,
naa puchaa tumne,
phir bhi ilzaam mujh-par hi lagao
toh mera kya kasoor.
na kaha tumhe kuch,
na suna tumne kuch,
par ilzaam mujh par hi lagao
toh mera kya kasoor.
waqyaat purana hai,
gujara zamana hai,
har-waqt yaad dila-o,
toh mera kya kasoor.
itehaan yeh tumhara hai,
savera kal hamara hai,
maazi ko na chod-pao
toh mera kya kasoor.
na-khata meri,
na-khata teri,
na ilzaam kisi pe lagao
na-tera kasoor,
na hi mera kasoor.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Till Death Do us part

<em>Preface
This is “Pledge”, and that is for you.


In sickness as in health,
In poverty as in wealth,
In sorrow as in joy..,
When time plays us like toy,
In loneliness as in company,
In personal as in too-many,
In life’s small meagres
As when time gives in degrees,
In blood when it counts
As when it re-creates in bounts(y).
In learning each life.,
As in teaching real strife.
In life’s each giving
As in receiving from a preaching.
In all that matters..,
As in what we battle.
Together we’ll be there..
And till death do us part.

This is a pledge
And that is for You.

Friday, January 26, 2007

Time-Strand and ‘NOW’

At times I feel
The time standing still
when all that I could feel
with you next to me-el.
The world shrinks so small
With you and me in all
and no one any more.,
Just your and mine soul.
merging n playing.,
a game that’s searching,
each other into more,
your and mine soul.
The hard and the soft
one water, other solid rock
breaking and merging,
the ethos and egos,
to the love they desired,
that’s fascinating and flaming.

They say that it can happen
only by chance..,
The hard and the soft’s
indulging romance.
Inside each other
They always exist.,
A soft heart inside.,
The hard cover story.
Underneath petal soft roses,
resides the hard protection
of the throny.
So.. you see..,
It’s a mirror image,
The vision is opposite.,
But same to relate.

Its just a matter,
of Time-Strand to allow,
to each other..,
tomorrow or NOW.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Jaane kyon..

Itezaar hai kiska tumhe
Kya samazh nahi aata hai
Kyon un miloon paar
Koi tumhe bulata hai
Din bhar mein reh-reh kar
Kabhi kisi kone se…
Dheere se, chupke se
Dhayan kisi ka aata hai
Kyon koi muskurahat yaad kar
Tum achanak muskurate ho
Aur phir uske batoon mein
Khud ko bhul jaye ho.
Din ke masroof paloon mein
Tum kabhi lag jate ho..,
Aur phir sapna samajh kar
Us ko bhool jaate ho.
Kyon kabhi dil saath uske
Ghantoon tak batiyaata hai
Phir vast-vik-ta mein aa kar
Maoos ho jaata hai.
Kyon rahoon par chalet hue
Nazreen unko dhoondti hai
Aur ghar ka darwaza
Ek nazar taras-ta hai.

Jao pucho us maazi se
Kya khata yeh meri hai
Jiski zindagi-bhar tak ki
Sazaa us ne suna di hai

Kya karoon, kya na karoon
Yeh duvidha ajeeb hai
Halaat se samjhota karon…
…Ya khud ki takdeer se.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Usi Manzarr Par

Tum kehte ho ki
tumhe hum bhool jaye
un baton, un paloon ko
usi manzar pe chor aaye
woh guzara tha waqt saath jo
us waqt ko waqt ke saath
bhool aaye
woh yadeen
inhe sanjoo rakhaa barsoo
unhe kahin dafn kar aaye
woh moti samete the jo palkoon par
ab unka haar banaye

kya kar sakte ho
tum woh sab jo
umeed humse karte ho
to kyon nahin apne ko
humari jagah parakhte ho

jaise tum ho
waise hi hum..,
kehte tum parchayii the..,
ab waqt parakhne ka toh
kehto ho..,
bhulaye de.

Puchoo apne se toh,
Kya tum yeh kar paye ho
Nahin toh baar-baar
Kyon.., yeh yaad dilaye ho.

Monday, January 22, 2007

Zindagi ki daud mein..

Zindagi ki bhag daud mein,
Zarzar huye kadam mere
Nazroon ke who kafile
bhi door ho chale mere
kap kapate hathoon neb hi
ab yeh dua mangi hai
bas karo yeh kafile
ab haar maine mangi hai

thak gaya hoon
pak gaya hoon
zindagi se ladte ladte
marr gaya hoon
tarr gaya hoon
haalat se darte-darte

bas karo ab
bahut hua jab
aaye meri bari hai
haari baazi ab jeetne ki
maine mann mein thani hai.

Kal ki parwah na mujhe ab
na logon ki fikr hai
kal tak tha jo, ab nahin
dil utna majboor hai

aaj sirf mere kandhoon par
mera hi nahin boojh hai
tha bharosa jin kisi ko
unki bhi yehi sooch hai

kahan jaye yeh
kab khatam ko
zindagi ke yeh kafile
chalte jana es par hardam
ban kar koi sar-firee’.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Dil mein basa

Ret ke gharonda mera
Aasman se rasta jata hai
Khitiz ke par koi
Mujhko bulata hai
De kar aawaj dheere se
Phir badlon mein chup jata hai
Suraj ki pehli kiran main
Parchai uski dhikti hai’
phir subaah ki dhoop banker
Woh khil ke, muskurata hai
Kabhi o ski boondeen banker
Palkoon pe gir jata hai
Aur kabhi bearish banker
Pyar mein nehlata hai
Sariyoon ki dhund mein
Kabhi gum ho jata hai
Aue kabhi tez suraj sa
Tan ko jhulsata hai
Zindgi ke sab rang
Baras bhar mein sikhlata hai
Yeh dilli ka mausam hai..
… .. dil mein bas jata hai

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Hum Aaj…

bahoon ke ghere mein
basa lo aaj hamen
kabhi kahin se tum bhi
pukar lo aaj hamen
koshish kar rahe barsoon se ke
samajh jao ab toh aaj hamen

dil dharkata toh hai tumhara bhi
shayad aaj tak hamare liye
par is baat ko ab
keh bhi do aaj hamen

chupa rakha tha barsoon tumne,
band darwazoon ke bhitar,
baahar aa kar milne doo..
us shaks se aaj hamen.

Bahut na kar sakege intezaar hum
Qyamat se pehle tum aa jao
Lagta hai ki baha na le jaye
yeh tez lehar aaj hamen.

Friday, January 19, 2007

Jaane kahan yeh karvaan

is dhoop mein..
is roop mein
chalte hai hum kahan..
na manzileen,
na raaste..,
phir bhi yeh hi hai jahaan…
jaane kahan .., yeh karvaan.

Na khawarisheen,
Na-gile, shikve
Chalna hi muqaddar yahaan,
Jaane kahan.., yeh karvaan.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Sarkar ki Zindagi… …... Be-raftar ki Zindagi

yeh sarkar ki zindagi..,
hai be-raftar ki zindagi.
Babu-o ki mehfil mein..,
Bureaucracy ka chand hai.,
aur file-y move karne ka
nirala hi andaz hai.
subah hoti yahan din main hai
din suraj se pehle chup jata hai
aur babu logon ko gup karne mein
mazaa bad aata hai.

Afsar’ sar peet kar..
Din- bhaar chillaate rehte hai
par daftari ke kanon par
juu tak nahin reng pate hai.

Sarkar ne sab se nibatne ka
Anothaa tarika nikala hai
external staff ke naam par
private bana dala hai

ab har department ko
nile free ke bande
peon, clerk, accountant ka kaam
thoore paisoon mein karde.

naye en logon ne
gaadi sarkar ki gear mein dali hai
kuch sarkar ne
en-ki badolat rafter nayi
paa li hai.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Koi Darr Nahin

aa-kar teri panahoon mein
ab-kisi aur makaan’ ki grz nahin
tera saath hai toh kya kam hai
kisi aur saath ka marm nahin
sar par jo karam tera
toh is duniya ka darr bhi nahin
jo safar tera aur humrahi bhi tu
toh kabhi akele hum bhi nahin
gar’ jee liye kuch pal sang tere
toh ab marne ka gam’ bhi nahin
mar-mar ke jiye toh kya jiye
zinda ho par zindagi bhi nahin
milna hai usse quayamat par
tab tak bismil kuch bhi nahin
kya insaan.. kya waqaya bichre
reham uska na bichre..
...toh koi darr nahin.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Na Jaane kyon

Dhoonta hai koi,
Na jaane kyon..
Kis cheez.. kis shaks ko..,
Na jane kyon..
Chod aaya jise.. barsoon pehle,
us waqeyaat.. us manzar ko..
Na jane kyon..
Puchta phirta hai, thikana uska..
na-naam, na-pata,
na jane kyon..

chupa kar aaiena sare ghar ke,
dhoondta hai apni tasveer,
na jaane kyon.
dekhkar apne ko logon mein
sochta hai bikhra hoon..
tukroon mein
na jaane kyon..
naazuk hai yeh aaiena mera,
toote na darr lagta
na jaane kyon
bharosa nahin abhi tum par
khud par hai kya..!
na jaane kyon..

dekho kholkar aankhen tum
who tukre, ansh tumhara hai
samete pal who pyar bhare
simtaa jahan sara hai
chupa ke jahan ko andar tum
chupte sabse
...na jaane kyon.

Monday, January 15, 2007

Dhoondte ho kise

kitabon mein, shabdoon mein,
dhondte ho kise,
galiyoon mein, shaeroon mein,
khojte ho kise,
be-shabd, be-naam,
ka hai jo,
na-jaan, na-pehchan ka hai woh,
na naata , na rishta,
na pehchan uski,
phir bhi lagta hai,
barsoon beeti..,
sang jiske.. yeh ghadiyaan..
khatti-meethi
is bhir bhari duniya mein
kho gaya hai woh,
aaiena jaisa lagta hai joh,
tasveer dikhti tumhari jisme hai,
kya parchai jaisi lagti sari hai,
aawaz de kar,
pukar kar dekho,
koi sawal toh utha kar toh dekho,
shayad jawab karta ho intezaar,
sukon mile phir mere bhi dil ko.

Monday, December 04, 2006

Na Tum jano…. Na Hum

Bhir mein bhi woh..,
Tanha kyon hai..
Saath chal rahe..
Phir bhi juda kyon hai..,
Faasla nahi raha darmiyaan ab kuch,
Phir dil itne juda kyon hai.
Saasoon mein khoshboo bas gaye jiski,
Par dil main woh ab tak basa kyon nahi hai.

Us bewafa se na karenge dil ki baat hum,
Apnaya naa jisne..,
Aur bhool paya jo hamen nahi hai.
Kitna samzaaya us kam-naseeb ko.
Fariyaad yeh teri nahi..,
Sajde me mein tere hum hai.
Na karo gila..,
Na shikwa humse,
Tarap rahe tum nahi..
Seh rahe dard bhi hum hai.
Miloge jab bhi kayamat ke waqt toh..,
es intezaar mein safar kar rahe hum hai.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Vaasiyat (Hier)

deta hai toh de
us parwar digar ka aasra,
na jaye is dar se koi
ho ke koi be-parwah
lauta sake
woh muskurahat
kho gaye jo is bhirh mein
banane ko chale uski
takdir mein
na mila khuda,
na khushi mili,
is bhaag daud mein
na zindagi hi jee
un thake haroo ko..,
mile rahat ki saans..,
zindgi unki ho phir aabaad,
humsafar, humrahi,
sada rahe saath.

De sakta hai toh de..,
Khushi mere Hum-Nawaz ki,
Us khuda.., us parwar-digar ki
Saath jiska na bhichre
Zindgi bhar..,
Phir na rahe kami,
Kisi sarfiraz ki.
Zindagi ho muqammal,
Us ki bahoon mein,
Ho fanaa …toh bhi uski
Chaahon mein.

Likhta hai vasiyaat..
Toh likh mere naam yeh..,
Nahi toh diya jo bhi..
Woh kis kaam ke.

Khudaye de.,de
Na mange kuch aur hum,
Sab kuch hi diya tune.,
Aur kya hai gum.

Monday, October 30, 2006

Crossroads

I am the crossroads,
Don’t know where to go…
Should I carry on..,
Or should I withhold.
The path so vague..,
The journey so dense,
The decision so crucial
That’s making me tense.

One way to glory..,
The other to growth..,
To choose between the two,
Is question unfold.

Time frame from now
Where do I stand
Is the vision that I
..must understand.
The journey just started,
The pastures still new
Later no time for energies
To refresh, or renew.

So, go with the flow
Don’t stop by the rocks..
Ultimately its life & opportunity
That never again knocks.
So check out the time
And go by the tide
Cause crossroads
Will be again…
There, which we will abide.

… choosing crossroads

Friday, September 22, 2006

JEENE KA ANDAAZ.. WOHI HAI PURANA

Preface

someone has written a few verses .. about the today's harsh and busy life, where technology has taken over to humans making them to bahave life machines, without sensitivity, emotions and feelings. not even towards themselves and the beautiuful enviroment around.
"Shaher ki es daud me daud ke karna kya hai?
Jab yehi jeena hai dosto to phir marna kya hai?
Paheli barish me train late hone ki fikr hai
Bhul gaye bhigte hue tahelna kya hai?
Mobile, Landline sab ki bharmaar hai,
Lekin jigri dost tak pahuche, aisi taar kaha hai?
Kab dubte hue suraj ko dekha tha yaad hai?
Kab jaana tha shaam ka woh banana kya hai?"
see life closly.., nothing will change.. and nothing you could change.. except yourself and the attitude towards life. what matters the most how you view and live life.. and the whole world is your oyster.




JEENE KA ANDAAZ.. WOHI HAI PURANA
(The Ordinary life among Extra-Ordinary circumstances)


Jeene Ka Andaz.., wohi hai purana..,
bheerh bhari duniya mein.. khushion ko dhond lana.,

Kabhi Bus ki khirki se ..,
dobte huye suraj ka nazrana..,
toh kabhi ek bhuzurg ko seat de kar..,
khushiyon ko pana.

Kabhi chalte-chalte raah par..,
kisi purane dost se takrana..,
phir purani batoon ko yaad kar ke.,
dheere se sharmana.,

Internet ka kamal dekho..,
kar di duniya itni choti..,
un bhikre samundar par doston
ki aas poori..,
dekh dost ko online..,
ab khushi nahi adhuri.

Kya kahen soochte the.,
kitne mashroof hai hum..,
es duniya.., es jasbaat se..,
kitne door hai hum.
par dekha toh yakeen aaya..,
na yeh duniya door.., na HUM..,
yeh SAFAR bhi HUM..
aur .. HUMSAFAR..bhi HUM.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

TREES – The Structure of Life

U Stood there,
like a lifeless pillar,
with breeze around,
n friends in rear,
I asked them..
O grandpa dear,
do u got stories to hear..,

standing there in the cool ply..,
I’ve seen the time fly,
Love, life, happiness, sorrow...,
Nothing that I had to borrow.

Been an abode,
and a fighting warrior..,
protecting you too.,
like a loving father.

Flowers, thorns, branches and leaves,
Everyone has lesson to give.
The feelings, the thoughts,
The recurrent doubts..,
and ever those surfacing bouts.
Remember there’s horizons too,
In the clouds if u see them through.

Every journey offers some role,
No matter, meagre or bold.
And that’s where lies the gold.
Cause its journey that matters..,
When destination untold.

Monday, May 15, 2006

Life’s bargain

Preface

When I look back the past the thought of good and bad fills me with a very indifferent feeling. Usually people cherish the good which had made a landmark in their life and careers. I cherish both.., as every experience in life had led me grow each step professionally and personally. Today, if someone asks me to go back in yesterday and change my life, what I’ll change ..? ‘cause which they think I would/or should had made me grow into a person I am now.

LIFE’s BARGAIN

Whenever the life,
Offered me a bargain…,
To exchange for the past,
That has caused some pain.
I’ll deter the offer,
And turn it politely down,
‘cause it’s a petty deal,
which makes me frown.

I agree that sometimes,
It made me suffer some degrees,
And also loose interest
In some filthy meagrees,

But see the picture…,
There’s another side too,
And it is important as it made
Me face the tide through.

With each pain,
I gained a lot of life.
In experience and in expertise,
And I in persona too.
Learning with every valuable stride,
For which I’ll always be pride.
Its been a test..,
For me,
And people too…,
So to segregate the rest,
When I am through.

So Now, you tell me
What you could give
For all the valuables
That lies with me.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

I Am There With You

Preface

Someone told me their story one night, it was so brave yet painful. I don’t know the person not even the environment; just felt that he wants to convey his pain through me. The pain he felt after giving all through his life, to all those around.

I AM THERE WITH YOU

I know
you are standing tall,
Like a solid stone wall,
Supporting and protecting,
all those who hold meaning..,
in their pride and self esteem.
In joy, in sorrow,
And in all the fears,
You’ve been through them
in all their years.

Rose to the tower
Been a lighthouse for all,
No matter had it be,
Big or small.

The journey was long,
With a long tough road
But you’ve never lost..,
Any of the foothold.
With eyes steadily focused,
like Arjuna’s goal.

Now that you’ve got Greatness and glory,
Time to come to write, A whole new story.

The story that’s very close to the heart.
Which never in future makes you apart.

Found a soul mate,
The suitor of your kind..,
But wait…!
Why.., all the people mind.

Are they afraid of losing the wall,
Which had been protecting them for so long.
I am not taking the cover off you..,
So don’t be afraid of my joys too.
Don’t I deserve them for after so long
To get the world to which I belong.

Now that I asked for my right,
What brings in this tough fight.

I feel that I am alone
Standing in this crowd,
To which I’ve always been so proud.

What to do.. I asked my thee..,
Should I move on..,
Or should I plea...!

Hearing this…,
My soul came close and
Said unto me..,
Whatever you choose..,
It’s always WE.

Either you falter
or either you fly,
you’re not alone,
with me and ‘thy’,
when you cry…,
I cry with you too,
And you happiness,
Brings joys to me too.

I would love to see you,
Rise very high,
With each step that you ply.
And in the evenings when you’re done
Never feel that you’re all alone.
‘cause next to you
you’ll always find..,
another shadow,
that’s mine.

So whatever the path,
Wherever you go.
I am there..,
…always with you.

Monday, May 01, 2006

The Last Words

Preface
Usually last words are the ending of any story or epic. But they hold special meaning to me, as I consider everything eternal like life. Even after it’s end it continues to breathe somewhere else. It may seem the end of a story, but actually it is a beginning of another. It reminds me of Ekta Kapoor’s serials, moving in new era with entirely new scenario and people.
For me, the last words means to stop using enough words and get into ACTION; The Karma of life, and to build your destiny. Last words is signing in to your Dreams and work with all heart and soul to take you further towards the horizons of a challenging future.
Hope you stay with me through all this Action.

THE LAST WORDS

The last words…
Would be my beginning,
To a new era
And a new turning,
Towards the dream
That’s always burning,
And for which the heart
..is always beating.

When the word list
Getting wider and bigger,
And the conversations
Seems more than thicker,
Its time it said
Now stop dreaming,
Now is the time
To do the creaming,
Churn up the knowledge pool,
So you’re no longer
Considered a fool.
now get geared up with
All the tools,
So the future is not spoonfuls,

The horizon above is big and wide
And get ready to take on the tide
Taking everything
That comes to your stride,
So no longer its foolish bride.

Get everything in perfect tuning,
for a Perfect Horizon..,
...A complete beginning.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

If I Were a Santa Claus

Preface
Santa Claus holds special meaning for children, bringing them small gifts of joy. Little did the santa knew that every human in this world longs for him to bring smile to them and take away their worries, problems and hard struggles of time.
But on this day, when I see soo much pain in people’s eyes, their hard never-ending struggle then I feel being really poor, who has nothing to offer to the world.
So, today my wish to santa is.. “make me rich so I become Santa myself, and bring joy to the eyes where sadness rests”
Amen.

IF I WERE A SANTA CLAUS
If I were a santa,
Dressed in red and fanta,
I would come to you everyday..,
To listen to your every say,
So that you are never alone,
And all you things are always done.
The sun Shines Bright at you,
And joys are never tight with you,
A new day to look up for,
And no hurdle to shook you up.
Loved ones to share life with,
And someone special to cry with.
All the joys you could dream of,
Always offered with life’s cream of.
So you always shine bright,
Like the morning sunlight.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Transcend the Pain

Pain is a great Teacher,
Life’s foremost preacher,
Growing with the birth,
To know a persons mirth,
Each phase to test,
To know what’s your best,
Introducing you to the
unknown you,
so you can always be true,
to liberate talent and energy,
and to achieve the untimate,
“synergy”

So, everytime,
When the challenge is hard,
and the destination seems too far,
the creping pain holds you sad,
but the task is still at hand,
then thinking probably…
Why Me ??
Think that…
Why can’t WE !
The reason why its entrusted in you
Cause you got the capacity too.

Bigger the cause, Longer the road,
Stronger the person, Glory untold,
So fear not the pain,
Embrace it…
Cause the sages said…
“No pain, No gain”

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Love Thyself

preface
There are moments in life when we loose confidence in ourselves, our beliefs and dreams. We don’t know who to follow and who to surpass.
“The destination seems afar
and the journey pretty tough,
and we don’t know who to trust. “
At these times we keep on looking from love and support from the outside world forgetting that we as ourselves has great reservoir of it. If you look back to all those success stories and right decisions made, it was never because of any other person but you. So, before loving and respecting anyone else, give it to yourself and give in abundance. don’t say to yourself “Poor me” but rather say “I am the Best” and enjoy seening yourself the best with time.

Love Thyself

How can I stop falling in love with
With the soul called “I”
For that was the only companion
With “thy”
In the happiness, sorrow, grief and cry
Even in the times when loneliness
Made you dry!
When you asked for love..,
It never refused
And in times of struggle
It was not diffused.
Whenever I walked,
It was there like a shadow
Through the rocks, sands
and mellow-meadow.

It knows you better
than anyone you think,
the potential, the strength,
and the metal never seen.
It’s the best friend…,
When you need someone the most
Cause it’ll never leave you lonely
Even if its never host
So get up .., And smile
Not to the world..,
But to the love, inside you hold.
Life may betray you..,
People may do that too..,
But remember that..,
Its never you should do to you.

Give yourself the due it deserves,
Love and respect, comes In foremost.
Set up some goals,
For Tomorrow to look forward to.
And communicate you feelings
So you are not alone.
A pattern of change,
The environment will show,
For each hurdle you will tow,
Now with each stride,
The world is mine,
Now I wake to a new SUNSHINE.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

The Child Inside

The Child in Me..,
Wonders why..!
With growing years, we turn so dry
Without any laughter, and sabotaged cry
More and more we suppress..,
All that the heart longs to pry.

The selfless plays,
The long cherished dreams,
In the daily monotonous streams
Where’s that all… ?
That gives us Joy…,
Those small passionate Toys..,
The songs, the Colors,
The ambitions plays,
The Friends, the Love,
And the lovelorn days,
Sitting with Mom-Dad, Dada-dadi
Enjoying a Cuppa or Chatteratti,

But now the days are like time-table,
With no breaks but continuous labor,
Drinking the cuppa all alone,
And the meals too..,
are just chores,
Gone are the days with wind so cool,
When we use to forget the blues.

But wait still..,
We’ve come not so far,
As life still holds Horizons at Par,
At least to enliven the dreams for tomorrow,
So you don’t have to feel any sorrow.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star

Preface
“When you have a wish or a dream, and you take the step forward to realize it then the whole universe conspires with you to work magic in your life” The nature gives so many signals in the forms of coincidences to say its with you, only thing required is a vision to read it. Give it a little try… and you may understand that too.

Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star

Every Time I see Light
Shinning at me…
blinking bright,
Feels like the stars are
Sending Smiles to me,
Telling me…
We know…
Everything from here
A special Dream,
That twinkles in your heart.

So, whenever the thought
kindles your soul,
I’ll send you a twinkle
To let you know…
Have faith in yourself
and your dreams too,
cause I am here to
take care of the rest for you.
Stay focused,
Fulfilled and Joyful Too.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Survive and Sustain

Preface
There are times when life seems bleak and survival impossible. Relations, Dreams and Future hold no meaning. Every thing that you knew, you can, now you feel, you can’t. Not because you’re no longer capable but had just lost the trust. It’s not Dreams that had been shattered, but the faith to make it true. So Dear, fear not ! ‘cause this is not destiny, only a phase which will surpass with time. For now Survive the time and the individual will Sustain.

Survive and Sustain

For every Dream entrusted in you,
For every hope that imbibed in you,
For every seed that nurtured in you,
For every prayer made for you,
For every knowledge learned by you,
For the prudenth truth that stood for you,
For nobody else….
But just you…
Survive and Sustain.

Friday, September 30, 2005

Woman of Excellence

Preface
This peace is a Compliment to Kannan, who has gathered so beautiful roses in vibrant colors from Bible and put them up for the world to see. It makes every woman feel beautiful and provides and insight into herself. Beauty they say lies in the eyes of beholder and truly beautiful needs no reclaim. Beauty is not skin deep, beauty is not inside; it lies in the life you live and the life you give. Its living lively and completely. Give love, hope, dreams, and success to any individual and see their life and persona transform. So the Virtue lies in not finding but by creating all around you, by giving in little bits and seeing them revert back in abundance.

Must read: http://kannan8620.blogspot.com/2005/09/woman-of-excellence.html

Woman of Excellence

Every woman a virtuous woman,
who findth the man who respects,
not only the beauty in her,
but the dignity she commands,
its not she is evil or selfish,
its the world maketh her so,
by constantly ignoring her inner self,
and misunderstading her words,
kindness, love and her wisdom,
shows her with a bigger kingdom.
so respect every woman,
give all the love and kindness,
and see her transform to a lady,
of pride, virtues and dignity.
..cause every woman is a virtuous woman,
who findth the right man.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Daddy’s Little Girl

Preface
My dad’s always been confused about me. My different hobbies, career changes, temperament and the little joys. He compares me with mercury “pal mein tola, pal mein masha”. i don’t deny him, as mercury I am… cause I belong to the versatile sign of Gemini and had to do everything this world offers. As I get only one life to live, I want to live it to fullest with no regrets for future.

Daddy’s little Girl

Vivid, spontaneous and very charming
This little girl is daddy’s darling,
She is confused, yet knows every why
So that the world won’t make her shy
Versatile, clever and very expressive
To understand life’s every meaning,
Always on toes, she’s restless soul,
So her life never turns a bore,
Chasing all dreams, from A to Zee
Be it poetry, painting and computing,
Trying her hands at everything she sees,
Today when asked her name
She said Nitsy.
I don’t know exactly
Where she wants to go,
As there’s always a new surprise,
Whenever I wanted to know,
When people tell about her,
I wonder who?
Cause they say responsible and mature too,
Helpful and cheerful with brains to match,
I get surprised, By their catch
I believe and trust every bit of you darling
But please don’t be so alarming,
Be always like the girl I always knew
Who likes ice-creams and picnics too,
Be sweet like you always do,
You are a BIG world to me …
My Little Girl.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

A Fling

Preface
After reading my poems people get quite inquisitive about my love story, which in reality doesn’t exists. And this fact is pretty hard for them to believe as according to them, you can’t write about love and pain if you had not experienced it yourself. But my dear friends, I been in love so many times when u fall in love, and every time I feel ditched when you get a heartbreak. It’s not that I despise love or fear it, for me it is the most beautiful thing to happen to anyone, and so must cherish and respect it. Maybe someday I too fall in love…until then…

A Fling

I’ve fallen in love,
So many times,
With not just one,
But so many smiles.

Every time you smile in love,
I’ve smiled with you.
But when your heart breaks,
I wept with you too.

Ditched in love,
But still you’re lucky,
‘cause I go through this every time,
whenever anyone is sulky,

Chapter after Chapters,
A new story I wrote,
But none is mine,
I had always foretold.

Not that because,
I hate or fear love,
This wonder is so vast,
That cannot be clubbed.

Falling in love,
With so many things,
Just for one man is
Like clipping my wings.

Every relation is special,
Be it friends or siblings,
But still I am eagerly waiting,
For my one and only Fling.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Tumhare siva... Koi nahi

Dil mein mere hai tu-hi-tu
Tere siva bas koi bhi nahi
En nazron mein bhi tu-hi-tu
Nazaaron mein, koi bhi nahi
Na dard, na shikwa
Na doori, na vichora
deedar-e-yaar ke siva, Koi bhi nahi
Es dil main, En sasoon mein
Teri dharkan ke siva, koi bhi nahi
na bicharne ka darr
na judai ka ghamm,
ek Milan ke siva, koi bhi nahi
na koi shikwa, na koi shikayat
pyaari baton ke siva, koi bhi nahi
a ghar, na bahar
mere dil ke siva, tu kahin bhi nahin
vasta hai jo dil mein mere
us khuda ki siva, koi bhi nahi.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Mere Dil Mein Tu... Sirf Tu

Basta hoga mazi ke par koi,
door daraz badloon mein,
sun raha hai jo sabki s-da,
pyar se kabhi phus-phusa ke woh,
kanon mein kuch keh jata hai,
to kabhi tandi hawa ban ke woh,
dheere se choo jata hai,
barish ki boondoon ban-kar,
sheetal man kar jata hai,
to kabhi khushi ban kar,
aankhoon se beh jata hai,
kabhhi-kabhi sapnoon ki tarah,
palkoon mein bas jata hai,
to kabhi dharkan ban kar
dil-oon ko bhi dukhata hai
dua mein bhi, puja mein bhi
bas sab-mein bas jata hai
aye khuda kaise tu
hum-sab mein rach-bas jata hai...

Monday, July 04, 2005

Poetry In Emotion

Aahat kisi ki,
yaa toofan koi hai,
Yeh Zindgi ki raftaar hai
Chal rahi sansein meri.

Dekh ke lagta hai tumhe
Ki tham gaya hai samayt
Phir tez chal rahi ghari ki sui
Ya phir dharkta mera dil hai.

Na koi khawab,
Na ummeed,
En palkon mein hai aaj
Phir bhi enhe band kar ke
Dikhta koi hai.

Na mandir,
Na Mazjid,
Mein karte the dua hum,
Mannat mang rahe aaj
Kairiyat kisi ki hai.

Jis manzil par raahe khatam
Ho jati hai,
Un raahon ko chale karne
Muqammal aa,
Manzil koi hai.

Aaye khuda,
rehna saath mere hardum,
kyonki raah bhi tu,
aur manzil bhi,
tu hi hai.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

CONDOLENCE

Preface
Sometimes there are crossroads that fills us with lots of joy, happiness and color of love; and then…. All of it is taken away by a cruel wind… and all these looks like a painful dream which leaves one empty and bleak taking away all the colors of life. The bygone time makes one wonder HOW and WHY it came in first place and then went by. This small peace is dedicated to all those individuals who are going through such a phase and I hope that it’ll soothe them… and they’ll have strength to bear the pain and come out of it sooner.

Condolence
I know that once he loved you
But not he sees I hate you
He promise which he made,
Seems to be untrue.
Its hard to believe he has neglected you.

You love him yet but now you say no
At least now stop knocking at his door
You are heartbroken and disappointed
But now his love had mounted
Even today you go
To the place he used to take you before.
You searched the faded memories
Just like bees find home and become honeybees
Yes, I understand my friend…
He has forgotten you
…because he had founded love that is new

What is over… is over I advice you
That shock bothers you all because
His love flew.
Or is she beautiful than you ?
If so don’t feel sad !
Because beauty perishes not virtue,
Sweet friend don’t feel bad,
Remember beauty does not bring,
The joy that character and virtue brings.

You are both virtues…
and have good character.
So don’t ruin it,
Don’t let your heart shatter.
This is my condolence…,
I convey you.
Remember my word…
And realize that…
If not,…
That boy…
But his girl loves you.

-- JMR

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

HEY MAULA !

preface
“God’s you always been with me, I Know it” said he “I always see two sets of steps while walking. But my lord, in my bad times... when I needed you the most; you left too me” he complained. “How can you say that” asked God. “In my bad times there’s was only one set of steps on the rough path that life offered me” God Said “My child…, while in trouble I lifted you in my arms, so its easier for you to go through the rough path”

HEY MAULA !

ek-baar to nazar-e-karam kar hum par bhi
rah takte hai barsoon se
is rah par karam kar ab bhi
diya tune sab-kuch sabko
de ek muthi bhar hume bhi

intezaar mein beet gaye kitne barsoon
ab na kar humse kal-parsoon
na keh abhi thoda aur tarasoo
sawan teri rehmat ka ab-toh baraso

jante hain saath ho har-dam humare
kehte hai yeh tere sab ishaare
saath hai toh ab daras dikha
na tu humko ab yuh tadpa

bas ek-nazar teri jo mil jaye
teri bahoon mein kho jaye
yeh safar-e-zindgi bismil ho jaye
maksad jine ka mukammal ho jaye

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Woman Inside

Preface
Today on the International Women’s Day, when world recognizes womanhood; it becomes more important to recognize your own self. Not only does it constitute your potential, dreams, aspirations and the power to reach up the sky. Also it is equally important to confront the inner self and the small unspoken desires which all of us has whether it’s a man or woman. So let us stop for a while… and don’t ignore this lovely inside.

Woman Inside


Amidst the chaos of life
Just stopped to take a breather
Found someone very much nearer
Seems to be very familiar
do we know each other
this thought made me wander
I felt so incomplete feel inside,
Untouched..
Unloved…
Unmanned tide.
A desire long buried inside
Of nurturing a little life
Like someone’s very dear wife
a small thought that always strikes
A thirst that seems unending besides
Now that I know her quite
I am to renew my energy
So for all the dreams of mine
I am full of synergy.

So when the chaos subsides
Finally I’ve discovered a WOMAN INSIDE

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

RITEEN (Rituals)

Na bandhoo mujhe ritoon mein
..En wadoon , en geeton mein.
Nibha na pao jin rishton ko
..un rishtoon ke feroon mein
pakar na pao jise mazboote se
..nazuk si un gathoon mein
chal na paon char kadam bhi
..lambi si un rahoon mein

mere halaat nahi ke
chal pao door saath tumhare
itne khudgarz bhi nahi
beech rah kahe ab hum hare
adhura rasta, adhure hum
janoge to.., na sah paoge tum
rehne do hamare halaat par humko
kyonki baha le jayege yeh tumko

tah-e-dil rahoge hamesha tum
kya yeh ahsaas kam hai
tum hamare raho-na-raho
hardam rahenge tumhare hum
phir yeh riteen kya..
riwaaz kya..
rishte-nato ki bisaate kya.

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Muskaan

Tumhari ankhein kar rahi hai bayan kuch aur
chupi hue ek dil ki dastaan kuch aur
na poochnaa chah rahe the kuch bhi
par woh muskan keh rahi thi kuch aur
Hum se na chupa sakoge,
padh sakte hai sab-kuch
woh bhi jis ko bata na sake koi aur
muskuraye khushi se jab ankhoin ke tare
roshan ho gaye jahan ke ujale
thi muskurarahat woh jis ke liye,
tha woh bhi jane koi aur
bismil hoga saath jiske zindgi ka safar,
hai dil-mein tumhare jaane koi aur.

Friday, February 04, 2005

Kal

kal ka bharosa kya
kal to hai bewafa
par aaj to kar raha wafa
is pal ko bas je-leye hum
jane kitne gam pe leye hum
en gamon ka ho chala hai
nasha humko
en ke bagar kaise je liye hum
nasha karte hai who
kehte hai humse
ji na payege bager iske
puchoo humse jo bin tumhare
jeye ja rahe hai
bahe pasare
dua bas yehi
karte hain khuda se
khush raho tum bhi
bager hamare.

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Lamha

Teri bahon aaj mar bhi jaye to kya gam hai
Tera saath hai, yeh lamha kya kam hai
Intzar karenge Qayamat tak tera…
Umr baki hai, yeh lamha kya kam hai
Bin tumhare kya bataye tumko,
Tum to tum ho, par nahi hum hai.
Aarzoo aakhri yehi hai dil mein,
Saath bitaya who aakhri pal hai
Qayamat ke din to miloge humse
Us din ka Intezaar kar rahe hum hai
Na shikwa, Na koi Shikayat hai tumse
Bas nazar bhar dekhne ko betab hum hai
Dum nikle tere jano par
Yehi Khwarish dil ki bas ab hai
Tere aagoosh mein rahe na rahe hum
Khuda ke aagoosh mein ab hum hai.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Na Puchoo

Mein haal-e-dil batana nahi chahta
Un gadhE murdOn ko ukhArna nahi chahta
DArd de jaye jo rishte
Un rishton ko phir banana nahi chahta
Na pucho humse ke huA kya kabhi
Tumko bhi mein rulana nahi chahta
Yeh yAdeen hi hai milkeyat meri
En yadoon ko mein bhulana nahi chahta
Waqt ke saath dhumil ho gayi jo tasveer
Us Tasveer ko phir se banana nahi chahta
Kam ya jyada Jitni bhi mile Zindgi
Un lamhon ko phir dohraha nahi chahta
Jeene ki aarzoo baki hai abhi
Ek-ummeed hai usE thukrana nahi chahta
...Mein haal-e-dil batana nahi chahta.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Safar

Safar koi, aur Musafir koi aur
Rah chale koi, aur manzil koi aur
Kar rahe the hum bayan haal-e- dil
Samajh gaye usko kavita koi aur
Na jante the manzil ka pata,
Chal deye phir bhi, rahe koi aur
Dhondhne chale the kisiko hum
Mil gaya rah mein jane koi aur,
Na jante the dil ka hoga yeh haal,
Dard-e-dil kisi ka, fasana koi aur.
Na puchoo ki guzri kaise raat,
Seher tak roya jane koi aur.
Kehte hain hamse ki khush hai hum,
Ankhein keh rahi hai dastan koi aur.
Chal na paye do kadam bhi ek-saath
Safar wahi, humsafar koi aur.
...rah chale koi aur manzil koi aur.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

A MIRROR

He’s Reserved,
….Sensitive,
…..Passionate.

He’s a Idol,
…inspiration
… a dream.

A Buccaneer,
A Visionary,
A Legend.

A Friend ..,
A Lover ..,
A Soulmate.

Piller of strengh
Sunshine of joy,
Ocean of emotions,
Petal of shy.

words to comfort..,
shoulder to cry..,
Arms to hold...,
When you need to rely.

Hands so warm…,
Feelings so pure..,
Smile so lively…,
That takes away the blues.

Taste so similar..,
I wonder why,
Music and Movies,
Books too comply..!


Shall not be afraid ..,
To share his mind,
Even if its negative…,
Fine with mine.

To share each joy.
The darkness too..,
in riches,
in poverty,
I care…
…… I Do.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

WHEN WE COME ACROSS….. WE COMMUNICATE SO DIFFERENTLY

The conversing eyes..,
Those silent words,
Communication across the minds,
Understood by the heart,
That aura so secure,
That comforting presence..,
No frills, no cover,
No fake masks..,
The liberty of being
…what u really are.
The small words..
and the big smile..,
The beauty around..,
That’s peace to eyes.
The words to different,
The feelings so pure..,
Must be a language…,
That I m not so sure.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

THE LAST WISH

Before I merge into Thee,
A last wish to make…
A last vision to realize..,
A last smile to give..,
A dream long cherished..,
A desire unfulfilled..,
A life unborn,
A handful of earth..,
An armful of joy.
One taste of glory,
A mouthful of sky,
They are the small things I want in my life,
O God please grant me..,
Before I die.

Monday, September 13, 2004

LIFE'S BARGAIN

This is a nice one send to me by a special friend...

" I bargained with Life for a penny,
And Life would pay no more,
However I begged at evening
When I counted my scanty store;
For Life is a just employer,
And gives you what you ask,
But once you have set the wages,
Why, you must bear the task.
I worked for menial's hire,
Only to learn, dismayed
That any wage I had asked of Life,
Life would have willingly paid.
- Jessie B. Rittenhouse

Monday, August 16, 2004

SILENCE SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS

Preface

“Silence is the greatest art of conversation” is what I always remember when I think of this ANGEL-SOUL who always given me strength by their unspoken support, and shown by their action that this shadow will follow me and take care of me wherever I go. This is just to reminiscence and to thank this soul in making me feel “The Most Beautiful Woman” in myself. So, if you are reading this; just “Thank you, for being there, when I needed you the most”
And to all those part of such silence; let me put “Silence is more powerful than words; it connects you with your own self”. In order to listen to this silence, so spend some time entirely with yourself (alone) confronting yourself; and you may meet a Angel which is none other than you.
And those who had been a victim of silence…, for whom the silence is enduring and the words won’t suffice. Let me put it this way that it’s like “Air” we inhale; you can’t take two breaths at the same time. So you need to balance it as if the silence gets longer, it becomes abuse and leaves conversation behind.
I remember someone saying that the person had a negative and needs to be alone some times (n days) in order to be sane. I rather view this as a process to connect to oneself and a healthy approach towards recreation and creative thought building, which can rather make the bonds much stronger and healthier when the person returns back to this world. This silence can be viewed as emotional and mental house-cleaning than to with drawl. And it is very necessary for all of us and is no doubt a quality than a drawback (that’s how the wise people think and say…. Not my verdict ! ).

Silence Speaks louder than Words

The hour long journey,
the confabulation of souls…
breaking the silence which exists no more.
The little talk to scare the blues away,
and the music so soft to let the moods sway.
The meeting of eyes…
With that soft smile…,
Without any words, but does says mile.

Lifting of the lashes,
The lock of the glaze,
lost in a world .., that
may someone amaze.
the surprise so new..,
the admiration so wild..,
the speechless glare,
that can kill even agile.
Then closing the eyes,
suddenly in despair…,
realizing not being
the only one in the scene.
Closing the eyes in order to save,
Coming back to senses so as to behave.
The experience and the occasion
so personal as mine.
not to be shared with all
those aline.
The shine with appreciation
When the eyes lifted back again,
said a thousand words
without any strain…,
the moment to remember
the occasion to cherish,
the wonderful feeling,
of being a charmer.

The eyes met again…
not in admiration.., but this time
in fury… in desperation,
a tear just roll..,
withheld hard,
said the story…
that no one could forcast.
Again those eyes closed
in pursuation…,
nothing is stationary,
take my assuration…,
if not the Good, so neither the Bad.
So why to worry what you had.
See the side where reason still remains,
share your thoughts to minimize the strains,
……..And the sun again rose
from the cloudy sky.
Making the laughter sound as chimes.

The unspoken words said a millions
making me feel one in a billions.
A memory which fails to fade away
when the silence said a a Zillions.

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

RAINS

The pitter-patter
…of the tiny raindrops,
feels as if it is pouring to
soothe down
the smoldering heart of earth
set to fire by the cruel sun..,
over and over again,
with passage of time,
without any mercy…,
without any compassion…,
just to prove the supremacy.
Only did it forgot…
That time is Supreme of them’ all
Reminding each time to ashes,
The fire.., each time
the tiny drop makes a pitter-patter.